i feel so gloomy the past few days.. argh! just got so many emotions running thru my head and feeling right now.

i just needed some time to get them out of my chest.

my personal and career life right now is a bit mess, hmmmmnn just a little mess.

i feel so tired, so used, so drained, so betrayed... emotionally, physically and mentally. and i really feel so very hurt.

waaaaaaaaa.. im not used to be like this... i hate feeling so helpless and sad.

hoping and wishing the coming week would be a different one.. :( a more fruitful, peaceful and happy week.. i'm crossing my fingers. sigh.