last week was not so good week for me.. so lazy to do things, so unproductive, been thinking a lot *sigh* ... plus i've got a very heart breaking news..
i wonder why politics exists in companies.. not only here but abroad too.. i always thought politics don't apply on other countries, such as progressive countries.. but i am so wrong..
and now i really feel bad.. it has nothing to do with me personally, i am hurt right now because of a very dear friend..
a friend who's always been there to help me and get me thru all these years with our work related problems.. and now i feel so helpless not even know how can i help him.. :(
for me he's not just a friend, i consider him as my coach, mentor, trainer... my number fan as he said :) , my number one idol ;), my listener, my fun in a day :) my chika buddy as well...
sometimes i just don't understand why some white guys are really such a bunch of @ssholes...
...so sorry to hear that news.
...and i hope things would get better and right and respectful.
...and don't let those stupids do those things to you, you deserved so much more.
...and yes, they are all losers!
