dati ang pagkakaalam ko lang sa salitang "drawing" is like sketching or painting. but nowadays the word drawing also meant "indyan" or if someone had stand on a certain plans or gimmick.

diba nakakainis kapag na-drawing ka?!?!?!... last monday na-drawing na naman ako for the nth time! grrr.....

he asked if i would like to join him and his boss and his boss' date for some little night out on ratsky, malate. i asked him do you have some money pa ba? kasi we are both broke at this moment.. too many gastos.. geezzz. and then he told, its ok i have some. so i said OK.

so ganda ng plan, after he picked me up from work at 3pm, hatid nya me sa bahay ng tita ko (that's where i live) and then told me na he would picked me up again at 7pm, he just need to go back in his office because he need to do some paper works.

so i rested for a while, then i informed my tita na i have a date.

at 6pm i prepared my clothes, i changed my bag, and had some shower and then get dressed. it was almost 7pm and i was combing my hair when my cp beeped.. so i thought maybe its him texting me "malapit na me ready ka na ba?" ( kasi he knows how super late and how so bagal kung kumilos)... i ignored it since im done na and just waiting for him, when i did not replied back soon he called na.. that's when i took my cp and answered his call.. just to let me know that it has been cancelled kasi his boss had changed plans... gad!

i was there waiting, fully dressed. and sasabihin sa akin cancelled?!?!?...

i was really MAD at that time at talagang naiiyak ako sa sama ng loob... i did not feel mad because it has been cancelled.. i felt mad becauase they did not informed or he did not informed me beforehand... at least sana man lang hinde na ako nag-effort na mag-prepare... i was mad because for the NTH time na-drawing na naman ako.

he just don't have any idea how i really looked that night.. everyone in the house is was like.. uh oh! war na to!

i don't care if seems mababaw to him pero for me that was really a BIG DEAL.

and so, after hearing his call, i put down the phone na and never answered his text and calls for the whole night...

i had planned not to take any calls from him the following day.. kaya lang nakalusot sa guard, nai-connect sa landline phone ko sa office... wala na ako nagawa kinausap ko na cya and had told him how frustrated and disappointed i was.

and so i had forgiven him, actually its not his all fault naman talaga. eh mabaet ako kaya pinatawad ko na din cya :)

at wish ko lang hinde na muna ulet ako ma-drawing until the end of year :) .... wish ko lang.